Monday, June 30, 2008

Juz like heaven

-hopelessly romanatic-
i juz watched "just like heaven" on hbo..
i likeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
sorry ah... its juz me and romantic movies..
my all time favourite movie is...
CITY OF ANGELS..
starring meg ryan and nicholas cage..
everyone should watch..
watched it 5 times and still bring a tear or 2 to my eye..
hhehe.. so..
watch juz like heaven k peeps???

-europhoria-
SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!
TORRESSSSSSS!!!!
CHAMP OF EURO!!!!
yes ahhhhhhh...
my prediction was right..
2 of these teams will be in the finals..
SPAIN.. GERMANY.. holland..
and was rooting for spain to win from the start...
YEAH!
SPAIN!!!
end to end stuff... power..
and germans was out for a fight literally in the second half...
well.. SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-fate-
in one of the recent entries
i wrote bout fate and meeting peeps.
guess wad i got this morning..
a frenster comment from one of my pri sch classmate...
she commented she saw me on mrt yest..
and she did..
she was sitting right in front of me siul..
coincidence??
heh....
i dunnoe...

-puzzle-

aloy asked this during soccer yest..
it was on his blog..

3 MEN GO INTO A MOTEL.
THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK SAID THE RO OM IS $30,
SO EACH MAN PAID $10 AND WENT TO THE ROOM.
A WHILE LATER THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK REALIZED THE ROOM WAS ONLY $25,
SO HE SENT THE BELLBOY TO THE 3 GUYS' ROOM WITH $5.
ON THE WAY,
THE BELLB OY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO SPLIT $5 EVENLY BETWEEN 3 MEN,
SO HE GAVE EACH MAN A $1 AND KEPT THE OTHER $2 FOR HIMSELF.
THIS MEANT THAT THE 3 MEN EACH PAID $9 FOR THE ROOM,
WHICH IS A TOTAL OF $27,
ADD THE $2 THAT THE BELLBOY KEPT = $29.
WHERE IS THE OTHER DOLLAR?

well.. i got the ans and told him..
and the ans is on his blog..
who ever think dat they know the ans..
can tell me.. or check out his blog..
MYSTERY OF THE MISSING DOLLAR...
SOLVED BY ME!

wad a long entry...


FARHANA: U OWE KOMALAS FOR THE SPAIN WIN! - always have faith in ut team babe.. ALWAYS! ( u'll never walk alone)

Syida: take care of urelf aite.. u will find urself again... dun let it mess wif ur head so much.. chill babe.. u noe i am always here...

weit: wei................. juz feel like doin this... heh... TORRES!!!!! when wan play badminton??!!!

zuh: asam kau da sampai... and lau kaki kau gatal.. nanti aku suruh orang garukkan okie?? hehhe......

*u onli live once... same goes to dying peeps..... HAHA!*

Swell..

Happy 20th to u babe..
yes u...

k.. dats it.. nothing more..

SLEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Shagged

time check : 340am

i stil haven sleep.. watching germany vs SPAIN
currently spain leadin at half time..
GO TORRES AND SPAIN!!

and.. i haven sleep despite playing soccer futsal from 7pm to 11pm wif gens and others
shagged.. and i had futsal tournament at ecp from 4-6
dats 6 hours of soccer...
basket.. shagged...

and before dat had lunch wif 3 lovely ladies.
tuty.. weit and fariza..
fun la.. long time never see them..

and as fate would have it.
i bump into my ex jc classmate sharifah..
we both agreed we miss artsix..
hope to see them before i leave..

den at the tournament..
i met 2 of my sec sch frenz..
seem like fate is on my side..
i hope...
heh...

back to SPAIN vs germanyyyyy....

*everything have to come to an end*

Friday, June 27, 2008

none

first there was none.
then there were 2.
and 2 became 4.
maybe even more.
all because of 1.
1 wish for none.
cuz none is better den more.
afterall.. 1 will always be 1.
nothing less.
nothing more.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

****

i wanted to blog bout something...
but.. i guess..
its better not to..

its been a hell of a ride...
and i am kinda exhaushted..

*no more tears*

Monday, June 23, 2008

beginning of an end?

heh..
sis already applied for her ozzy visa
and she asked me, "so when u goin to aply for urs?"
wad the hell..
i juz set up myself a date wif dear ass-fred this thurs i think
gonna head down to idp
gonna seek advice on studying in ozzy...
i still have no idea which part of ozzy we goin!
i think more likely sydney.. guess i will talk to sis again tonite..
heh...

another sad news is dat Gens lose yet again.
to the champs of a div 03..
so yeah.. i think when gens lose.
we lose to worthy opponents.
but we never lose our heart or heads in the game.
we still fight even when the odds are against us.
we'll be on hiatus for a while
a season break kinda thing.. for a month.
but got mdis tourney this sat.
maybe another tourney next week.
den half of them gonna bang some trans in thailand for a week..
hahahaha.... okie joking.. they goin for hols.
den they will be back.. hahha..
Cant wait for thurs soccer man.

anyways.. i think my blog got too many words but too little pics.
i already got genesis fotos.. and sheik's suprise bday..
but i still haven get my night wif my section..
stupid jason... hahahha...
maybe if i not lazy i will post it up...
for now... let me wallow myself..

*i am startin to things already*
*f+++*

Saturday, June 21, 2008

for the love of the game

Soccer. Passion. Insane.

for the first time in my life..
i PLAYED soccer at bloody 3AM to 5AM this morning.
along wif me.. i had 11 other INSANELY PASSIONATE SOCCER FREAKS.
alex.aloy.daniel.kozaw.wei liang.anthony.you wee.marshall.wei chuan.susanto.zul.
damn... it was a nice and super tiring soccer balls.
had loads of fun.
i would to do it again even if it leaves me rueing in pain the next day.. like now.
cant wait for genesis game at vjc tomolo.
hoping for the best.

to top it off..
we didnt miss any euro action as they were showing in on tv at the cage.
so we watched as we played.
as quoted from aloy.. "we watched wad we needed to watch"
namely.. we got to watch the 2 goals in the last 2 mins of extra time.
and the so exciting penalty kicks. serius.

speaking of euro.
my prediction was germany,holland and spain.
from the way things are goin.. its a possibility.
Holland is meeting russia tonight. THEY WILL WIN.
SPAIN vs italy tomolo. more likely spain win.
thus setting up a clash wif holland in the semis.
which means either team will be in the final.
as for germany.. they have to get tru the gutsy turks to go to the final.
heh.. onli the Turks and Italy can upset my predictions.
i am hoping for spain to win. or holland.

my biggest wish is for singpore to win the world cup.NOT!
either team genesis or team exodus lifting up the mdis trophy would be nice next week.

*when the goin get tough, the tough gets going. onli the brave and strong will stand tall*

Thursday, June 19, 2008

News flash

Well this news is for those who bother and interested.
It may break a few hearts tho... or i think it will..

My sis juz told me dat the earliest we leaving for ozzy is
END OF THE YEAR... dats... 6months from now.
means i got to spend more time wif peeps.
DAMN.

talked to matt who is in perth.
talked bout the weather and things in ozzy.
now i got my sights on university of newcastle(aust).
so far i onli looked at tasmania and newcastle.
but tasmania is an island off the south of ozzy.
while newcastle is nearer to sydney.
and matt said dat its more happening in sydney and melbourne den in perth.
while there's nothing much in tasmania.
sis on the other hand said dat i could go there and decide.
she said i can work and study.
dun i juz love my sis.

on the side note..
the tot of leaving really saddens me.
i dun wan to leave my frens behind.
but.. dunno.


*sometimes something gotta give*

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

...

do we stop and think before we speak?
thinking dat wad we might say will hurt the other person?
wad if we have no choice but to say things dat gotta hurt?
so dat we dun have to hurt the person much more den they already have...
in the process hurt ourselves for their sake.
well.. sometimes something gotta give.
we cant have everything we wan in life.
to be happy..
its better not to expect and be thankful for wadever we have..
we gotta be cruel to be kind.
we gota be cruel even if we dun wan to.
sometimes.. there are things we think we know but actually dun.
we dun really know how a person feel deep inside.
the best thing we can do is to guess how they feel.
even den.. its onli a guess.
some peeps can hide things well enuf from others.
we cant know every detail of a person or wad they are goin tru.
esp wad they are thinking.
for all u noe.. they are thinking of u.
thinking of the things u said.
thinking of how not to hurt u.


*i am goin to stand by my words even when i am far away*

Monday, June 16, 2008

Nice song

the title says it all...

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Updates and a bday greeting

BDAY 21ST BDAY SHEIK!
knew u since pri sch till now.
heh. stay big and funny always.

shall update backwards starting today.

current state : really tired.
cause : soccer.
seem like gens suffer another loss.
but our fighting spirit were there.
do click on the link for updates okie peeps?
i think i played badly in the first half.
dats y i was kinda running like a mad man for the second.
but kudos to the opponent.
we lost to yet another mat team
and they were a gd team.
cant wait for next week!

sat was fun fun fun.
went out wif pri sch peeps to celebrate sheik's 21st at mind cafe.
fotos will be up soon.
but i muz say its nice to go out wif these guys
and we did something diff and it turn out well.
and i am sorry i had to disappoint someone.
no its not dat i dun wan follow u to the match okie?
and no.. i am not finding any excuses.
and i seriously didnt noe dat there were some who was slipped the organisers mind to invite.
plz forgive them. i und its very diff to keep track.
i see when i can organise an outing for all of us again aite??
love u all to bits
really.


Friday, June 13, 2008

Green Light

Green.
dats the colour i wore yest to meet up wif the soccer guys.
coindentally i kozaw wore the same colour!
yesh.. my bitch is back from liverpool.
finally.. MY BITCH!
ate at fish and cooooooooooooo...
and for the first time.. seafood platter for 2 seem like it was meant for 3..
me and aloy cannot finish siulllllllll......
i say again... I MISS MY BITCH!


Next green story..
its concerning the army..
2 deaths in a week.
well.. its time to sit up and take notice eh?
enough said.. later i end up somewhere i dun wanna be..

final green story of the day...
I GOT THE GREEN LIGHT TO APPLY FOR AUSSIE UNI!
from my sis.. she say.. if u wanna go.. juz go..
looks like i better start looking and pray dat i get it..
now its not the time to get emo yet..
maybe later la okie..
now muz think for the future... damn!

speaking of pray..
for the first time..
i went friday prayers alone..
hahha..
enuf said..
=>

*this emptiness was not left by u.. it was made cuz i let it happen*

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

life is a losing game

as i was sitting aimlessly in my room..
a strange feeling came over me...
i dunno y..
but i feel like i gonna lose something..
reminded me of last yr..

well..
to those who know.. gd for u..
for those who dun its oki..
but last yr it was diff..
last yr it happen so suddenly..
this yr tho..
i have a feeling dat it will happen..
i dunno y it bothers me so much...
but i am sick of losing..
esp things or peeps dat are dear to me..
almost 2 years ago i started losing them..
one by one.. turned.. and left..
while i stay still...
and i shall continue to stay till i have to leave forever..
or for as long as i can...

on the side note..
while reading the newspaper..
i came across an article about a recruit who pass away after 5 days in tekong..
maybe he have a sickness..
if not.. i muz say dat children in today's society are generally weak
parents been pampering them since young.
or even worse.. pressure them since young.
dun take the kid's childhood away.
who the hell have tuition for their k2 kids??!!!??
ITS TIME TO WAKE UP!
enjoy life as it is..
life can dun have to be so diff..

Congrats to 3RD BATTALION SINGAPORE GUARDS for achieving best infantry unit.
i am awaiting the invite. thanks jason for the update.
and 3GuaRdS.. u have been missed.. esp bravo coy...

*walk away if its not in ur heart to stay*

????

okie...
been getting my dose of soccer..
been staying up latet o watch euro..
i think either holland or spain willl win.. and germany...
the way they destroyed their opponent showed their class..
holland as we know is a team of total football.
spain have been under-achievers. but this yr.. might be their yr.
germany.. team of pure class..

france are over-rated.
italy.. from the way they fumbled against holland.. will bounce back.. but they are too old liao.
czech.. are they gd enuf?
portugal.. a lot of gd players.. but i doubt they can win..

the other teams... i dunno.. maybe greece will do another greek show like they did 4 yrs ago..
but they lost to the swedes.. heh!

okie.. now for personal update..
been doin nothing except to grow fat..
i need to do something wif my life...
but.. like i dun wan to walk down the road and half to make a u turn in the end.
and sometimes.. i wish i have someone.. someone to share everything wif.
but currently.. i dun feel anything.
tah lah... i juz dun feel anything anymore...

*take my hand.. take me to a place i can call my own, with u*

Monday, June 9, 2008

no use for a name

went out on fri nite wif my section and their new commander..
kinda miss them..
seen them grow from kids to men den to cao keng kias den now back to real men.
went out to celebrate ho ho ho birthday..
will upload the pics once i get it from jason...

congrats to team genesis for the 7-kosong trashing wifout me..
it prove dat they dun need me anymore..
maybe now rafa can consider asking me to play for liverpool.
Mr rafa if u are reading this.. .i am standing by my phone okie???
anyway.. i knew they can always do it..
our team spirit is very strong..
juz sad dat i couldnt be there due to some issues dat need some straigthening up..
ITS NOT BOUT A GIRL OKIE!
i pick gens or girl anytime...
okie.. maybe for now...
single ma.. wad to dooooooooooooooooo...


TOODLES!

*blog entry have nothing to do wif the entry title*

Saturday, June 7, 2008

random

this is random...
maybe not..
went out wif a couple of frenz after work yest and yeah..
this realisation comes to mind...


i stood up for u despite wad they say.
i stood up for u even as u distant urself away.
i stood up for u even after wad u did.
i would've put aside my dreams for u.
cuz my dream WAS u.
if only that dream will come thru
Thru it all
..........................
its only something only i knew


*Time after time*

Monday, June 2, 2008

speechless..

i am speechless cuz i dunno wad to say
may cuz i am tired.. juz got back from work..
and another thing is dat a few things is goin on in my head..
and it all concerns bout the future..

i am like at a junction wif too many roads to take..

i juz duno which...

okie...


i am juz tired.....