Here i am

i got a few songs stuck in my head..

Jason mraz & calbie caillat - lucky
shontelle - T-shirt
T.I - Whatever you like
Leona lewis - here i am

If you need a place where you can run,
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
I'll always be your friend,
When you need some shelter fom the rain,
When you need a healer for your pain,

I will be there time and time again;
When you need someone to love you,
Here I am....


*dat song reminds me of u*

Sanity check!

This is to those who are concern for me..
i am absolutely fine.. =)
dun worry okie?


but i was juz wondering..
how much longer before i break...
hmm.. i dun think so..
something killing me softly inside..
i know wad it is i think..
damn...

*solace.. where are u now?*

*da jatuh ditimpa escalator*

random

to sheik.. congrats on passing ur 2b.. harap ni kau tak tipu aku eh!


Da vinci can paint a thousand pictures but none will be as beautiful as your smile.
Shakespear can fabricate a million poems but not a single word can describe u.
God may have all the angels in heaven but all of em combine can never compare to u.

This verse is a random verse. Its not directed to anyone(maybe).
i tot of it and so i wrote it down... =)

walk away

walk away.. not from ur troubles.. cuz that wont solve your problem.
walk away when u are angry.. at least u wont create anymore trouble.
walking away cost me 27 buckx.. but its a price i am willing to pay.. dats it!

anyway.. gd luck to sheik for his 3rd tp today.. hopefully he pass den can fetch me.. =)

hmmmm... i got too much on my mind.. thinking of so many things..


i need solace. i still remember the line i told u...

*if at the end of a tiring day u have a place or someone u can seek solace, u know dat ur life is worth it*

Always

First and foremost i would like to thank peeps who are concern for me. be it made known or not to me. i really appreciate the thought. i am fine peeps.. thanks..

I know i have mentioned this before... and i am going to mention this again.
to all my friends.. i am always here for all of u.. anytime of the day.. i will do wad ever i can for u aite? be it listening to u cry.. or u sharing things dat onli u me and god knows.. i am always here.. till God decide to take me away from all of u..

i hope my 2 lovely girls do take gd care of 2 of my closest guy friends.. i am praying for their happiness.. especially dat 2.. hur hur hur.. as for myself.. u peeps dun need to worry.. when the time come.. it will... i hope...


*check-mate.. u got me there.. and i cant make my next move... =(*

the sum of it all

AWFUL!

yes.. one word to sum everything. Especially today. From morning till now even. its been awful. and i am trying to keep myself sane.

speaking of which, lately i wondered how i manage to keep myself sane with so much things happening. i still have alot of things to consider but yet i am trying my best to keep my feet on the ground. And i am thankful that there's one more person in this world who knows how i really feels. yes.. i do need an outlet too.. who ever the person is shall remain a mystery cause the person holds the answer to everything. Macam superhero gitu eh.

if i van have any power in the world, i would like to be invisible. not or perverted reasons. its just so i can sit at one corner and oserve how this world works. and if i choose. i can help peeps who need it. but being a superhero is not easy. to quote a fren, "u are like a superhero. everyone needs u but u are are always lonely." thanks M.. thats ur quote.

btw, i wrote something meant for your eyes onli. but since i cant show u for alot of reasons. i showed it to someone else instead.

i miss writing.

i miss... ouh nvm...

ouh... i am really praying that 2 of my closest friends find bliss in each other. AMIN!

"if anyone can read wad's on my mind.. tell her aite?"

In a world of my own

crap.. last update 14th sept.. dats like almost a month already. but i did blog. but not here. blog for genesis. but nvm.. moving on and moving along.

in a space of a month, so many things happen that i am unsure of where to start. but events dat happen in 1 day can cause u to stop and ponder. 15 years. thats how long 1 day can take u back. i will try not to be emo here. but.. all i can say is dat i have all the reasons in the world not to migrate. and most of em were there on 111008.

kk.. let me get my mind straight. cuz something been bothering me. so much so dat i finally ran to get it out of my system.

i dunno wad it is for now. i gotta make a hell lot of decisions. i have alot of things to consider. more importantly.. i wanna stop putting my life on hold. but tho i dun show it.. something dear to me is holding me back.

I dun ask for an angel to watch over me. in fact, i am not asking for anything at all.