Selamat Berpuasa....

Kepada peminat setia saya...

Selamat Hari Raya..
Maaf la if terguris kan hati secara sengaje atau tidak..

K... Time to hit the gym more often than not..

=)

Swimming 1-oh-1

My target will be december or new year.
That is to make my $245 worth it..
hitting the gym as often as i can.. =)

today i got my first lesson in swimming..
thanks to david.. haha.. my personal swimming instructor..
while i am his personal gym instructor.
and alex is mine.. =)

i have been afraid of water since i dunno when.
and today i took the first step to conquer that fear.
i think it was a gd lesson. =)
tried breast stroke but getting there.. =)
treading water was gd.. need more work.. haha... =)


tomolo my medical.. hope i pass eh..
and den goin to watch sg vs china with fellow FCG.

yest was damn fun ah.. bowling bowling bowling..

kk.. shut up already... =)

Retail Therapy List

1) 6 Months Gym membership - $245(promo price till 14 Aug) if not $325!
2) Adidas Powerweb Top size S - known price $138 each.
3) Adidas Powerweb Bottom size S/M - Known price $130
4) A new running shoe - preferably an adizero - price range $110 - $170.
5) A new phone!
6) maybe a new pair of soccer boots. (adidas please!)

Proud to say that i have bought an adidas F5 to slowly replace my worn out nike street soccer shoe...

Damn shag from gym... a really good workout... man..
i wan to sign memebership... but can only do so starting tomolo till 14 aug for the promo price... cheap cheap good good!

MI experience

*take tissue*

Today, i bid goodbye to a place i've been calling home/work for the past 4 and half month.
I must say the experience is the best i ever had.
And i have my fingers crossed to be back there again as a permanent staff.. only time will tell..

anyway... i finally got to see my eye candy from the train when i go to work this morning.
i didnt get to see the whole week and get to see her today... she was wearing red..

and when i was about to leave.. my favourite eye candy air stewardess came into the office!!!
she was wearing red too..
best of all.. i get to take a pic with her!!!!

today muz be my lucky day i think... =)

gonna miss that place....

My heart

I played my heart out..
but we still lose to the league leaders 2-3...

but.. its nice that i was appreciated..
was told that i was the MOM.. by a few peeps..

if playing my heart out didnt ensure the win..
i will then put my body on the line for the win.. =)

oh... i had a great day today.. =)

no need to go into details..
dinner after soccer was nice..
planning for genesis gathering next week..

OFF TO THE GYM TOMOLO AFTER WORK!!

*pushing the limits of every boundary there is..*

oh.. someone tot that i would put liverpool before my wife..

i am hoping to put my wife and kids before anything else.. InsyaAllah.. AMIN!

The Equation

What do you get when u mix 5 people from of your clique and another 3 from another clique and invite them over to your house?

a blast of a time.. stupid lame game and a game of taboo..
with gd food.. and the best company..
not forgetting a great host and family..
THANKS AIS!!

My itinerary for tomorrow: Morning - Gym, Afternoon - Wedding, Evening - Match, Night - SLEEP hopefully...

The answer to the future might be determined by my actions and words this coming week..

*Please.. give me the strength and confidence to get by..*

i am hoping for the best..

I signed up for Singapore Bay Run 2009..
i just realised that this will be the second year i will run 10km before fasting month.
last year was Nike Human Race...

heh..

Had a really gd work out at the gym today man..
i am waiting for the ache to sink in.. probably on friday morning..
aaaah!

Next week i be working alone..
and my contract ends end of this month...
=(

thats it for today folks!

Till December comes

Today i said goodbye to one of my gd fren..
but he will be back in dec for summer holidays..

den after that i will say gdbye to him again.
plus one more of my closest friend..

it seem to me that.. i chose to stay..
but one by one.. they are all slowly leaving me..


couple with the disappointment of FCG lost in our first league match..

*smile even though your heart is aching*
*smile, whats the point of crying*

Genesis FC have officially joined a league.
And this sunday is our first match..

Means.. i got to work harder to improve for the team..
and more importantly for my ownself..

Time to hit the gym and track...

*will i have time for a girl den?*
HMMMMMMMMMM!

an enigma

A boy and a girl was out one day.
They decided to head to somewhere to eat.
Upon arrival, they were disappointed that what they wanted wasn't available.
So they took some time to decide what to order.

After sometime, the girl ponder and asked.
"eh, the popcorn shrimp is chicken eh?"

To the boy's amazement, he just smiled and answered.

" I have no idea.. probably chicken.. maybe beef, but DEFINITELY not PRAWNS!"

=) =) =) =)

despite the rain.. i ran..
i wanted to do at least 2km i think..
i ended up doin 4km.. man..
need to train...

looking forward to sunday's game at TKSS... yeah!

and someone said i looked as if i loss weight..
really meh??!!
siao!

=) =)

almost

i think today is one of the better sundays thus far..

played soccer in the morning..
den go penin to accompany kozaw buy boots..

den off for soccer match..
and i almost open my account for genesis this yr..
but sadly my shot from the halfway line was palmed away.. =(

den back to city hall to eat with the best bunch of peeps from genesis..

=)

it would be nicer if.... nvm... =(

=(

Quotable quote of the day(translated)

"i think u will neglect ur gf for soccer when u have one"

=(

that was said by my dear sis...

i can only prove her wrong if i have a gf.. grrrrrr...
but then again... she have to be worth it..
oh man...
reminisce...

Gallery By Mario Vazquez

God broke the mold,When he made this one
I knowShe's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist frozeI
s he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him'
Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,In his galleryI
t's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him'
Cuz I know exactly what you'll beIn his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him'
Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his galleryIt's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him'
Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

Love somoeone for the right reason... =)

friends... or not

anyone else wan to stab a knife into my back?

it really saddens me to hear certain things..

but then again.. life goes on...

i will walk on... i will try to do wad i can for others..
i dun think i should worry bout anything when i dun have any ill intentions for all my actions....

or maybe i should juz distant myself....

plz... dun make me regret my decision to stay.....


To those who i have hurt directly or indirectly thru my actions or words... i am truly sorry...

To those who have any ill feelings towards me... plz... let me know.. for i am only a man... i make mistakes... i can only hope to be a better person as each day goes by...

To those who was/is/will be there for me.... i thank u...

*so long and goodbye* - till i see u again.......

Congrats

This post is for syida. ( i know u read my blog)

Congrats on getting ur acceptance letter to NIE.
Do work hard k?
Make ur parents proud. u should count urself lucky to have a supportive family..
esp mama.. u should treasure her as much as she treasure u.. plz take care of her..

We shall go out soon.. depends on my orang rumah eh... haha..

and one more thing..
dun let anything bring u down k?
u deserve much better.. there are so much more in life to look forward to. =)

pluz... u know u always have my orang rumah by ur side... TAKE CARE!
once again.. congrats.. =)


APA LAGI! MALAM NI CLUB AH!
KITE HURRAY HURRAY!

Heart Ache

To whoever reads my blog..

have u ever wondered wad u would do differently if u noe tomolo is ur last day?
Would u juz walk out of the door without saying goodbye to ur family today?
Would u look out of the bus window and view the world differently or just sit there with ur eyes closed and listening to your mp3?

if u had known tomolo was never goin to come..
would u pick up the fone and let the person u love most know how u truly feel?
would u request that he or she spent the last day with u?

would u lay in bed feeling lazy to wake up?
or would u get up to seize every second of the day?

Will tomolo come for u?

Point to ponder yeah?
juz in case u are wondering why i am writing that..
this was what happened..

I was juz lying down on my bed trying to sleep.
when i feel a sharp pain in my heart.
that one moment of pain made me realised all these.

to me...
its not a question of how to let her know how i feel..
the question for me would be...
who do i make my feelings known...

life goes on

Life goes on as it never ends...
a line from backstreet boy's show me the meaning of being lonely..

how true.. no matter wad setback we face... life goes on..
SMILE!

Welcome to my paradise!

This post is specially for Ms Weit...

WELCOME TO CLUB 22!

Let me officially invite you to join a group of awesome and cute peeps who embrace the joy of being 22 years YOUNG!

M - study hard aite? u noe u can sms me when u wan to.. =)
meet me when sch's out!

for now... ENJOY!

p.s : despite supporting the two greatest nemesis team in EPL... we sort our differences.. my last word to u... BASAH!!!!!

Homecoming.,,

26 may... the day my bitch will be back!

walk on

sometimes... i feel like i am walking with a clear head but a heavy heart..
its difficult to hide what you really feel inside..
especially one which means alot to you.. but juz too afraid to risk it and losing it..

nvm... i am hoping things will get better..
not for myself.. but for peeps i care about as well..


*loneliness knows me by name... i know it by heart*

Back from the Dead

*WIPE OFF DUST*

Finally... i blogged again.. its been ages..
first thing first.. Kudos to the decils for clinching their 18ths title..
I am still a liverpool fan through and through..

Nothing much been happening.. maybe...
i wonder who still read this blog anyway..
plz tag if u do read this blog tankiewwwwww...

Anyway.. life been the same..
juz that certain things are not meant to be kinda thing..
things dat make u learn never to do the same ever again...

but then again.. the temptation is juz too great..
I'm gone by jay sean perfectly describe it.. go listen to it if u have time..

i dunno wad else to say..
juz wan to pray that u have a speedy recovery babe..

enjoy...

heh

hmmmm... sometimes.. things u noe will change at how u look at things or how u feel towards it..

i can safely say i still feel the same even after knowing certain things.. man...

*ipttalywamh*

=)

wish for you on a falling star..
wondering where u are...
do i ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine?

=)

"The Club"

i have finally joined "The Club" ...
=)

anyway.. i have been bumping into peeps i know like everywhere i go..
FUN FUN FUN...
plus.. seem like the chinese peeps from tnps have finally decided to pop up in my life again..
this is so the fun fun fun...
plus i have been goin out alot.. especially with fantastic 4.. so the fun...

btw.. i think i dreamt of a gd fren yest... hmmm..
i think its a sign.. i will sms him later.. hope he is okie...

*the distance between us is onli in our minds*

=)

Thank you for a wonderful friday albeit it being a tiring one..
enjoyed every moment of it...
=)

shagged from soccer.. and as usual.. cant sleep after soccer..
0411hrs... need to cool down and wash up...

*some questions... just need a smile for an answer*

*SALUTES*

*SALUTES*
Sir... thank you for your guidance.
You made us stronger and and the leader we are today.
We have all lose a great man.
You will always be in our hearts and prayers.
*SALUTES*

Too long

i was at national library yesterday.. i ended up finishing wad i wrote a few weeks back.
so.. here it goes...

when was the last time..

the phone rang and you were at the end of the line

when was the last time..

I saw your smile

when was the last time..

I was on your mind

was it that cold night in december

when you said that its over?

*its been too long

far too long

since you've been gone

and i gotta move on

cause its been too long

far too long

since you've been gone

I wanna know what the deal between us

What happened in the past that split us

was it something i said to you?

was it something i did or did not do?

you've got me sitting here thinking

you've got me laying in my bed wondering

but its too late now

cause..

*

I wanna let go, i cant hold on any longer

i wanna breathe but it feels like i am under water

The pain is killing me, the memories is haunting me

i got to let go now or never

cause..

**

hmmm

ku hanya ingin kau tahu

cinta berputik tika pertama bertemu

andai perasaan ini ikhlas suci

akan ku beri segala padamu

akan ku turut katamu itu

walau terpaksa aku berkorban

demi cinta ku untuk mu

Tak pernah ku alami

tak akan dapat ku cari

senyuman manis semanis senyumanmu

semanis bidadari

ku hanya berdoa pada yang esa

agar dapat kita bersama

bersama kita bermain cinta

kekal selamanya

akan berseri hidup ku ini

seandainya kau disisi

ingin ku menyunting hatimu

dan ku harap engkau sudi..

kasih..

heh

for those who wish to know..
i am currently doin nothing.
juz hitting the gym and the tracks to get back my fitness and bod..hahaha..

currently nursing an injury to the left elbow due to soccer last sunday..
single and short still..

i have no life.. i am thinking of cutting my hair..

So long and good night

3Guards 13th mono...

Finally, their journey have ended.
Finally, this chapter of their lives have come to an end.
There were many chapters written each with their very own defining moments.
Each chapter was made possible with every single line written in it.
Every sentence made special by the ordinary words used.
But at the end of the day, a journey that stared off as ordinary turned special.

With special reviews and achievements that only the best can asked for..
3rd battalion sinagapore guards 13th mono intake,
i bid u goodbye.

i wanna i wanna i wanna

They say pushing to the limits of your physicality is a test of your mentality.
I aint pushing my physical limits.. i am pushing my mental limits.


*i think some one ought to tell her*
=(

sick

I am still coughing after almost 2 weeks.
I am tired from soccer.
HAD A BLAST HOME ALONE(and a couple of friends over) FOR THE LONG WEEKEND!
cant wait for this weekend!

and.. still trying to continue writing...

*i just wonder if u do wonder bout me too... even if its for a milisecond*

tooo long

its been too long.. since you been gone..

its been too long

Yet Again

Yet again i have been thrown into a shamble
Yet again i must smile despite what i am feeling inside
Yet again I have to face the uncetainties
Yet again, i am fighting every battle alone.

........silence......

Resolutions of the revolution

Hello.. i think i have come up with a list of my new year resolution. There is more i guess.. but i will add em along the way.. here goes my hopes and dreams...

1) To be a better person - always strive to be better than who u used to be.
2) Focus on whatever I set myself into - I do not want to let down the peeps who have supoorted me through. Especially my sis who is there to back me all the time.
3) Get a Gf - TRY!
4) Be there for my friends whenever they need me - No matter where i will be.
5) Get a license- This is still pending..
6) spend less, save more.
7) Lead a healthy lifestyle - less eating,more excercising.
8) Know what i want out of life
9) Enjoy life whatever come my way
10) The most important of all.. STAY HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT - think positive.

Goodbye 08.. hello 09!

What a way to kick off 09 man.. i had the best countdown man.. SLEEP! yeah..

But i had a good start to my year. it was spent with my lovely cousins. We went to Marina square to watch Bedtime Story. Nice show. Hilarious. Actually, our initial plan was to play bowling at Safra tamp. We ended up buying tix for the movie. Soon after we wanted to go to marina barrage. But it was packed when we drove there. Made alot of suggestions.. we ended up karaokeing at grandlink.. kinda cheap if u ask me.. 16 bucks for an hour.. and the room was spacious.. max for 8 peeps.. we had 7.. they have rooms for different no of pax too.. haha..

kk.. maybe i should go tomorrow. NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!